This will be a three-part tale that I intend to finish by Christmas Eve or the day before

The Joy’s of Christmas - Chapter 1 (FF/FF)
Saturday, December 23, 2023
“Michael, I miss her so much,†Joy spoke, of course, of her late cousin, Joy.
“You lost your Joy, and I lost my Beth,†Michael said thoughtfully.
“Yeah…,†Joy held their now 1 year-old daughter and smiled.
“Anyway, are you ready to play hostess?†the husband asked his wife.
“I need Joy back,†the wife pensively responded with a deep, heartfelt sigh.
“Look, my sisters will be here soon. Chill and have fun,†his smile reassured her.
Joy, now 27, and Michela had spent their last Christmas in Mudville with her family, and they’d spent their first one as a married couple here with his family. Now, Joy was hosting Christmas as a wife and mother. She was supposed to be spending her day making Christmas cookies with her sisters-in-law, but instead she was wiping a tear from her eye while staring at the Christmas tree,
Joy adjusted her kerchief and looked at the picture on the wall, the special picture taken that day just 2 years ago, on Joy’s 25th birthday, also her and Michael’s wedding day. The photo showed the three Joy’s… Joy Suzanna Fredericks Sjaastad, Joy Alexandra Fredericks , and Joy Samantha DeWitt. Three days later, Joy Samantha died from a heart attack, caused by rheumatoid arthritis that she didn't even know she had. Every Christmas, from when they were 11 years old, the three Joy’s made all of the Christmas cookies for their families and sometimes made desserts, too.
The 5’4†dark blonde stood there with her purple skirt swishing about her ankles, her purple knee socks visible since she wore black slip-on shoes. She had a black V-neck t-shirt with it. On her head, she wore a purple camouflage bandana as a kerchief as a sign of her prayerful struggle. It was a real struggle that she felt right now. She didn't even notice her eldest sister-in-law, Erin, at her side until she felt a hand on her shoulder. Silently, Joy buried her face in Erin’s shoulder.
Erin and Kristina were a godsend to Joy’s life, a source of comfort in the midst of grief. Joy was a private girl like her sisters-in-law, but she was usually able to control her emotions. Normally, it would be the other way around, with Joy being the one comforting another person. The loss of her cousin, two years later, still burned in her heart.
The sad girl looked up to see the familiar face, her head covered with a busy Christmas kerchief bandana with trees and wreaths and other appropriate symbols of the season. With it, Erin wore a typical outfit of a white turtleneck t-shirt, a beige pullover jacket, a brown skirt, beige leggings, red-and-white candy cane striped crew socks, and beige slip-on-shoes. Erin loved Joy more than any of the other two Sjaastad sisters, and they both knew it despite never saying it.

“I’m sorry,†was all Erin said, but it was all Joy needed to hear at this moment.
“I’m sorry, too,†Joy said, knowing that Christmas was extremely difficult for the Sjaastad girls.
Erin was a couple inches taller than Joy and blessed with a weak frame and autoimmune disease, although few outside her inner circle would ever call these things a blessing. The oldest Sjaastad had struggled before with alcoholism, and through coming home she found healing, especially in her now sister-in-law. She now followed Joy’s simple piety of fashion with similar piety.
Then there was Kristina, who stood with her arms crossed as if with slight reservation. She was a taller version of Erin with a thicker frame. The distinctive platinum blonde hair and pale blue eyes characterized all three sisters, but only Kristina had the distinctive thick swatch of natural brown hair that emerged from the nape of her neck. That swatch was precious to every Sjaastad sibling because their late mother had the exact opposite: brown with a platinum blonde swatch.
Kristina Sjaastad was dressed for the season with similar red-and-white candy cane knee socks, but she had her beloved brown cowboy boots instead. Her skirt was red with green wreaths on it, and her red-and-green plaid long-sleeve button-up flannel shirt showed a reserved side. Her hair was held back by a red scrunchie. On her head, though, she wore a nutcracker kerchief bandana headband, a symbol of her love of Tchaivosky’s ballet. As a concert cellist now studying music in college, music was something she openly shared and that all her loved ones learned to enjoy.

“Who could that be?†Joy suddenly heard the doorbell ring.
“Maybe Bridgie came to surprise us?†Kristina asked hopefully, “Join the fun?â€
“I’ll go see,†Joy looked through the peephole, “WHAT?! JOY!â€
“Huh?†the sisters looked at each other in confusion and shrugged their shoulders.
“JOY! JOY!†Joy swung the door open and ushered in the unexpected visitor with hugs and kisses, “Oh, Alexandra, you’re just the person I needed to see today!â€
“Cousin!†a taller, thinner, glasses-wearing version of Joy entered the house, “Surprise!â€
Erin giggled in a way that betrayed her foreknowledge of the visit, perhaps even being part of an elaborate conspiracy for the cousin to arrive unexpectedly on a day planned for love, baking, and TUGs. The cousins almost danced with the taller Joy being nearly picked up off the floor by the shorter Joy. They laughed, hugged, kissed, pranced, danced, and commiserated.
Joy A. was a tall girl indeed, over 5’9â€, but she had the same frame expected of a double cousin. Her eyes were just as bright of a blue, and her blonde hair was just as long. She was thinner and in much better shape overall, as if she lightly exercised for health rather than muscle. She was a stark contrast to Joy, with red jeans, green crew socks, white canvas sneakers, a green t-shirt, and a white baseball cap. She demonstrated that same style of love that the short girl showed.
“I didn’t even know you were coming here for Christmas! Thank you so much, Alexandra.â€
“C’mon, Suzanne, we can’t have a real Christmas without you, so my parents and siblings made a snap decision that I should come out here to spend Christmas with you.â€
“You remember my in-laws, Erin and Kristina. You’ve seen lots of pictures of these two!â€
“Of course. I’ve seen enough pictures of these two before you give them a good paddling!â€
“Now, if you’re in my house, you have to sport a cooler look than that ball cap,†Joy laughed.
“Oh, all right, my beautiful hostess, give me that which will make me cooler,†Joy laughed too.
Joy gave Joy a red bandana to wear in place of her ball cap, and the younger but taller girl went to the bathroom to put the traditional paisley fabric square upon her head as a kerchief much like the one her cousin wore. Joy A. was fully aware of the Cool Girls’ Club, though readers who are familiar with the previous story, The Visitor, may recall that, as part of that story, came the revelation that Joy’s mother played TUGs with her siblings and cousins as a child. The shocking part was that all three Joy’s, it turned out, had started to play TUGs with their own sisters as well as their mothers, once the mothers let the daughters know that the TUGs weren’t as covert as the younger generation thought. None of the Joy’s knew of this until they were adults, or some 7 to 12 years after they’d started playing TUGs. In fact, two days before Joy’s wedding, she, Joy A., and Joy Samantha had a private get-together to play TUGs, and there’d been occasional meetups where games had taken place over the years. The cousins’ love had become even stronger!
There was much joy in the kitchen while the four girls made batches of dough. Fortunately, the hostess had plenty of aprons so that all of her guests needn’t worry about splutting their clothes with the cookie dough. Kristina and Erin loved their own Sjaastad cousins very much, but they had never seen anything like this in their lives. If Joy and Joy A. were this close to each other, then it was no wonder that Joy and Joy A. were so empty without the third Joy of the family.
“How about we go in teams?†Joy A. sweetly suggested, “Joy and I take the first hour of baking cookies while you two are tied up, then we switch and you two take the second hour?â€
“Yeah,†Kristina’s eyes sparkled as she looked at the two cousins, “We’d love it, right, Erin?â€
“Joy and Joy, it’s a great way to start. We’ll keep rotating in pairs all day,†Erin agreed.
“Would you mind a picture first?†the younger Sjaastad smiled, “You both have cookie dough on your noses, and between that and the matching aprons you’re wearing it’s the cutest sight.â€
“It’s not Christmas,†Joy S. smiled back, “If the Joy’s don’t have cookie dough on their noses.â€
“Then smile, beautiful Joy’s of Christmas,†Kristina’s eyes sparkled while she took the photo.
Once the photos were done, the younger, taller Joy wiped the cookie dough off the older, shorter Joy’s nose. The older girl pulled a purple bandana out of her pocket to do the task and wiped her own nose as well. It was only an unusual sight because few girls, especially 27 year-olds, kept a handkerchief on their person. At least this was how it appeared to them. It was nevertheless an incredibly sweet sight for the Sjaastad sisters to witness. Joy loved her own sister, but there was always something heart-warming about getting to witness a new loving dynamic such as this.
Kristina and Erin were asked to sit on two wooden chairs. The sisters could help but smile and comply with the request. Taking their place on the chairs, they watched as Joy handed a plastic bag to her cousin. In Joy A.’s hand was a bag of colorful zip ties, and in Joy’s were cinch straps. This was certainly going to a comfortable yet fun first round for the flexible girls. Joy used the black cinch straps to bind their wrists behind their backs while Joy A. used zip ties to bind their elbows. Both methods saw the binding work around the spindles of the chair back, though. Joy cinched their ankles to the legs of the chair, and Joy A. zipped their thighs together. It was quite a simple but effective way to tie the sisters to the chairs.
“Eat up,†Joy A. sweetly pushed that same purple bandana into Kristina’s mouth.
“Did you just gag my sister with your handkerchief?!†Erin cried out before she said, “MMM!â€
“Oh, you silly!†Joy laughed while stuffing a red bandana in Erin’s mouth, “Of course not!â€
“No!†the tall girl pulled a simple hankie with lace out of her other pocket, “It was a ruse.â€
“She didn’t even leave the cookie dough on it before she put it back in her pocket,†Joy added.
“Mmm mmmm!†the captive sisters rolled their eyes and giggled at the clever prank.
In keeping with the simplicity of the first round, green bandanas cleave gagged the sisters, and a strip of microfoam tape covered their lips for a pretty and effective gag. Joy took a photo of both captives, the first of many photos to be taken that day for certain. The binding was tight, simple, and strong. They tested their bonds, but the rigidity of the bonds ensured no escape. They tried to squirm a little, and the chairs made a most pleasant creaking sound.
The cousins gave each other simultaneous low-fives with their right hands, took turns twisting to bump elbows, and bumped fists. Joy A. walked over to the two captives and gave them friendly kisses on the cheek and forehead. Kristina felt a distinct warmth from Joy A. and possibly liked the younger Joy better than her own sister-in-law. The younger Sjaastad smiled under her gag.
Joy and Joy went back to the kitchen, confident that their captives were safe. Besides, there was a perfect view of the living room from the kitchen. Kristina and Erin sucked on the bandanas in their mouths and enjoyed the bizarre form of humiliation. How unusual is it to be humiliated by being denied the pleasure of baking Christmas cookies for the family Christmas party? Kristina found a pleasant amusement in this simple situation.
“Wouldn't Samantha be happy if she could be with us?†Joy said while grabbing dough.
“Suzanne,†Joy A. smiled, “She sure would be. I sure loved her.â€
“Alexandra, my only regret is that we were 22 before we learned we all played TUGs.â€
“I know. I’m glad we didn't waste our time together,†the younger Joy’s smile grew larger.
“You're right,†the older Joy wiped a tear from her eye, “We cherished our moments in love.â€
“We're better than cousins. We're double cousins!†giggles flew from Joy A.’s mouth.
Erin thought of her family's tragedy. It started with the sudden death of their mother's younger sister from undetected cancer. Then their mother turned to alcohol. The marriage between their parents came to an end, and then came Bridget’s impassioned plea for their mother to break her addiction and reunite their family. The next day, Bridget found their mother dead. Erin had the same genes, though, and in her mother's death she turned to alcohol, drinking her weekends into oblivion, often regaining her senses to find a friend at her side. After 2 years of living like that, Erin broke the cycle, and the next year she moved back into her childhood home.
Then Joy entered her life. Erin was taken aback by the unusual piety of Joy, especially how Joy practiced head covering as a matter of religious devotion to remind herself of what mattered and to help herself to resist temptation with her own addictions to alcohol and sex. Erin was moved to imitate this spirit and began to dress more modestly and to wear bandanas until it became her new habit, complete with the benefit of renewed confidence from her newfound identity.
Kristina slowly grew to accept Joy as a Sjaastad. As the youngest, she was raised in numerous family traditions, many of which began during Bridget or Erin’s lifetime, and to change any of those was unthinkable to her. She’d been given a heaping helping of humble pie. It wasn't any personal grudge against Joy; it was an immature, stubborn refusal to accept Joy as the family’s new in-law. But Bridget also got married. Now, both Kristina and Erin had serious suitors.
“There, that's four trays!†Joy A. popped a little of the remaining dough into her own mouth.
“I think it's our turn to be tied up now. What do you say?†Joy ate the other blob.
“Definitely,†the taller girl nods her head confidently, “Your in-laws are fun and sweet.â€
“That’s because you’re also sweet. Why are you single? Urbana-Champaign scared you?â€
“Because God has a different plan for me,†Joy A. played with her red bandana a little.
“When God made the three Joy’s, he knew we’d live up to our names in our own unique ways.â€
Joy A. went over to release the captives while Joy checked on the cookies. She had a decidedly cheerful disposition that playfully interacted with both her older cousins and the Sjaastad girls, a welcome mix for all. The red bandana clearly hadn’t been chosen at random; Joy knew her little cousin, a tall girl with shining eyes. Joy A. was more energetic than Joy but was just as calm and motherly in how she handled captives. Joy had a tough headmistress side to which Joy A. was a perfect subordinate despite them easily switching between leadership and subordination.
The younger, taller Joy carefully cut each of the zips that bound the two girls and then undid both the cinch straps, freeing Kristina and Erin to remove their own gags. Kristina was charmed, with a part of her amazed by Joy A.’s simple joy that matched Joy’s piety. The sisters silently agreed that they immediately loved Joy A. as a friend, and they knew this was the beginning of a joyous friendship between them and the younger Joy. In this case, age really was just a number.
“Well, c’mon, cousin, take a seat,†Joy A. settled herself where Kristina had sat before, “Warm.â€
“I’m guessing you have as solid of a stomach for dirty socks as Joy,†Kristina said and giggled.
“Oh, yeah, I’m a puker. Sweet Sam, God rest her soul, could take them. Smells are fine.â€
“Aren't they just adorable?†Erin said while Joy took the other seat.
“That they are,†Kristina grabbed the cinch straps, “Like Bridgie and Joy.â€
“Bridge… I wouldn't be here without her, and now I am her fourth sister,†Joy’s eyes glowed.
Erin bound Joy and Joy’s ankles and thighs in the same manner her own legs had been bound, a zip tie to bind their thighs together and cinch straps to secure their ankles to the legs of the chair. Joy and Joy were flexible, but not too flexible, so their arms were cinched to the side of the chair at the wrist and elbow. Kristina made ball gags using 2-inch blue dog balls and purple bandanas. Kristina liked these ball gags; Joy liked these ball gags; Kristina assumed Joy A. liked these ball gags, too. The big, strong girl saved her best for the gags, ensuring the captives couldn't speak.
The cousins looked at each other and giggled a bit. Erin took pictures of the cousin, who seemed to have no trouble talking to each other and understanding the gag talk. With a hearty smile, the Sjaastad sisters glided into the kitchen and took over for the next batch of cookies. Just because there was a 14 year age gap did not change that they adored each other. It seemed impossible for the baby Sjaastad to be nearing 20 years old let alone to be the tallest and strongest sister. There were many hardships over the years, and yet here they were even sharing a bedroom despite Erin being 33 years old just because they loved each other that much.
“My cookies aren't as pretty as yours,†Kristina studied a cookie that Erin cut out.
“Maybe, but my dough rolling skills don't compare to yours,†the older girl responded.
“OK, so we have different talents, but you’re still my beloved, talented, big sister.â€
“Really,†Erin waved a rolling pin, “You’re not talented on the cello? L-I-E-S, lies, lies, LIES!â€
“Ha ha ha!†the Joy’s laughed differently; the former knew; the latter was pleasantly amused.
“Behave yourself, Kristina Sjaastad, or you’ll spend the day tied up in the closet.â€
“Well, ummm,†Kristina paused in thought, “That’s a tough choice depending on how I’m tied.â€
“It won’t be one of those fun, easy to escape ties, for sure. You’ll get a rough spanking, too!â€
Joy and Joy simply looked at each other. The taller girl looked at the shorter one with a glow in her eye. For the first time, she showed any hints of personal pain at the loss of the third Joy, and it emphasized just how tightly knit the three cousins were. The Sjaastad sisters could see it, feel it, and empathize. How would their dynamic change if one of them were to suddenly die? They had a fantastic example, though, in the three cousins who never wasted a moment together, and a rarity they were in that they naturally did so without foreknowledge of the suffering to come! An important wake-up call came to all when Joy nearly died in childbirth. Joy was a strong girl, but baby Beth breached. Joy suffered a lot in labor, and she wasn’t sure if it was genetics or chance.
Kristina was especially curious about one aspect of Joy and her cousin and watched both closely. Joy and Bridget, especially now as married women, would engage in escape races where they’d be tied up identically; since both had a natural, even if not exceptional, prowess for escaping the bonds into which they’d been placed, the races were always interesting. Most of these races had either Kristina or Erin as the one doing the binding, often with the other sister bound merely for the enjoyment of being bound. Each Joy was squirming as though escape were on her mind; the shorter Joy squirmed with a calm determination; the taller Joy squirmed more energetically.
With time, blobs of drool began to form on the ball gags in each cousin’s mouth. Laughter came out of their mouths from this simple, natural reaction to the gags. More drool followed this with a laughter even coming from the Sjaastad girls, who were pulling the first batch of these cookies out of the oven. The elder Joy got her own arms out of the cinch straps and immediately undid a cinch for her cousin as well. With a giggle, Joy hobbled to the kitchen, got the scissors, snipped the cinch on her thighs, and went over to her cousin and snipped the equivalent. They unknotted their gags, used the corners of the bandanas to wipe their mouths, and exchanged cheek kisses.
“I hope Mike and Beth are having as much fun as us,†Joy meticulously played with her skirt.
“I strongly doubt that,†Joy A. likewise fixed her jeans with determination.
“Sis,†Joy asked Erin, “While Mike’s gone, help me wrap his present? There’s ribbon involved!â€
“With pleasure!†Erin’s eyes glowed, “Did you get that tool for his woodworking?â€
“I did, and I can’t tell you how much it is helping him when he’s building stuff.â€
“You really like getting your hands dirty,†Erin shut the door to the bedroom behind them.
“I really do,†Joy then grabbed Erin and hand gagged her, “Be quiet, my friend.â€
“Mmmmmmmmm,†the captive squirmed a little, but she had no chance against Joy.
“You’re getting kidnapped; but Kristina will get a choice. It’s ribbon time, my dear.â€
Red and green plaid cotton Christmas ribbon bound Erin’s wrists and elbows together behind her back, and Joy also tied a simple harness and a waist rope. She also bound Erin’s upper and lower thighs, knees, and ankles. One of Joy’s purple knee socks nicely filled Erin’s mouth; 2 inch blue electrical tape wrapped her head to seal the sock in her mouth; the other sock was pulled over her nose and tied in place. Joy didn’t need help to wrap the present; but she wanted to wrap Erin.
Kristina and Joy A. were happily getting along. Despite an age gap of over 7 years, they found a lot of common ground since Joy A. had an ear for the kind of music that Kristina enjoyed to play the most, they liked many of the same things about TUGs, and they enjoyed baking for the same reasons. Kristina had lots of experience with having to put herself in the mind of people who are older than herself. She and Joy A. talked the time away and didn’t even realize that Joy and Erin took longer to wrap that present than should be expected. Of course, one result of all this was an eager promise by Kristina to bring out her cello to play just so Joy A. could hear her again.
With ease, Joy pulled Erin off the ground and up to her feet, kindly ordering her captive to hop to the living room. There was no need for drama, and the thrill of this further reinforced Joy’s view that Kristina would either be a voluntary captive or not be a captive at all. Of course, Joy A. was a variable, and she might feel differently. Likewise, Kristina might desire an eye for an eye for a second layer of mischief. With so many possibilities, fun was guaranteed to be had!
“GMMMMMM!†Erin loudly cried out as soon as she entered the living room.
“Sounds like my sister is in a bit of trouble,†Kristina waited for the captive to arrive.
“Well, if your sister was taken, perhaps I should be taken as well!†Joy A. volunteered for this.
“Only if you’re volunteering,†the elder cousin smiled, “I only really wanted Erin.â€
“Yeah, only I like to be tied up with clothesline best, if that’s fine.â€
“Joy and I can handle the rest of the kitchen duties on our own,†Kristina grabbed Joy A.’s arm.
Joy A. couldn’t fight this despite being the tallest girl in the room. Kristina calmly pushed a blue rubber ball, similarly threaded with a white handkerchief like the previous gag, into the captive’s mouth. The ball nicely filled her mouth, and Kristina tightly knotted the handkerchief under the captive’s lovely blonde hair. Joy took responsibility for binding her captive’s legs, using Joy A.’s requested clothesline in the same four positions at which Erin’s legs had been tied. Kristina used the clothesline to bind the captive’s crossed wrists and to form both a harness and a waist rope; a final piece of clothesline hogtied Joy A. from her ankles to her harness, with the rope knotted out of reach of her fingers; Joy and Joy knew that escape was not in the cards anytime soon. Kristina recalled the captive’s earlier statement about smells and tied one of Joy’s shoes over her face.
Joy and Kristina bumped fists and enjoyed the sight of their respective loved ones and, realizing what happiness it brought them to share their loved ones with their new loved ones. Both of the damsels-in-distress knew they were trapped, and they groaned into their gags. Erin had the thrill of being gagged with one of Joy’s socks and having to smell the other one. Joy A. had to endure the smell of her cousin’s shoe. Neither one was in a pleasant situation, but it was fun.
“Thank you, Joy, for sharing Joy with us today. I know it was a surprise,†Kristina blushed.
“The pleasure has been mine. I suspect there will be more fun for us to have this Christmas.â€
“She was telling me stories from her time at the University of Illinois.â€
“Kristia, I see it in your eyes,†Joy smiled at her sister-in-law, “The start of a true friendship.â€
Indeed, the adventures were only just beginning.
TO BE CONTINUED